school.

school is done tonight. i'm so excited & really bummed out at the same time. i didn't finish my final project, which pretty much guaranteed me a non passing grade. i have been so busy & stressed the last 2 weeks i have hardly had any time or ability to focus on my schoolwork. i guess if anything, i'm stoked that i held out until the end, which is a lot to say for me.

tuesday news.

last night/today we decided that we're going to give our 30 day notice & move out of our wonderful little place in san diego. i'm so stressed out about other things in life, that i haven't really had time to be sad about it yet. we'll be moving back in with my parents if i get the job in thousand oaks that i applied for or back in with nate's if i don't. i'm trying hard not to let it worry me, but i think the pounding headache i have this afternoon can be attributed to my worry.

i am trying whole-heartedly to trust in god..."trying" being the key word here. when has he ever let me down? i have no reason not to.

morning freak out.

i'm starting to freak out.

i have a notebook assignment for my art class that is due today & i haven't even started it. i didn't realize until last night that it counts for a substantial amount of my grade. what sucks even more is that i have no time to work on it this weekend because i'll be in utah.

even more important than that, i haven't even started my final project. aaaauuuuuggggghhhh! it's due next thursday & i honestly have no idea what i'm doing.

only one more week until all of this is over. i'm just going to have to work my hardest today & see what i come up with.

*sigh*

i need an energy drink.

on another more exciting note (only to me) it's going to be freakin hot this weekend in utah & in vegas. i know it's going to be disgusting, but i love heat. i live for it. yay!

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i love this picture.