this is my baby boy.
benjamin patrick boland.
wow.
i keep looking at this photo & i'm completely in awe of the fact that right now he's in me moving around or sleeping or listening to me talk.
i am beyond excited...i don't even know the right word to use to describe how i completely can't wait for him to get here.
i am even more in awe of the fact that in 5 short months i'll be holding him & talking to him & i'll be able to see what he looks like.
i am so in love with him already.
thank you god.
